I wanna lose my taste and go on fearfactor and eat a bug so i can 1000000 dollars

i like:

hed)p.e., a perfect circle, acdc, aerosmith, alanis morisette, alice cooper, also guitar, band of gypsys, bass, beach boys, beatles, beck, billy squier, black label society, black sabbath, blood hound gang, bob marley, brandy, britney spears, charles manson, cheap trick, chevelle, children of bodom, cky, clash, cream, credence clearwater revival, damageplan, dane, daniel lioneye, danzig, david bowie, dead kennedys, disturbed, divinlys, drowning pool, emily, eric clapton, faith no more, foo fighers, godsmack, goldfinger, grand theft auto, grateful dead, greenday, grunge, guitar, guns n roses, hatebreed, him, hole, iggy pop, janes addiction, janis joplin, jefferson airplane/starship, jimi hendrix, joan jet, john 5, john lennon, judas priest, keyboards, kinks, kiss, kittie, kmfdm, korn, kovenant, kyla, kyuss, l7, led zeppelin, living colour, lynyrd skynrd, madonna, marcy playground, marilyn manson, meatpuppets, megadeath, metallica, moby, monster magnet, motley crue, motorhead, mudvayne, murderdolls, mushroomhead, nine inch nails, nirvana, offsrping, orgy, otep, ozzy osbourne, pantera, pearl jam, phish, pink floyd, pixies, powerman 5000, primus, queen, rage against the machine, rammstein, ramones, red hot chili peppers, rob, rob zombie, rolling stones, rush, sex pistols, sid vicious, slayer, slipknot, smashing pumpkins, some bon jovi, some def leppard, some linkin park, soul asylum, soundgarden, staind, static x, steppenwolf, steve vai, stevie ray vaughn, stone temple pilots, superjoint ritual, system of a down, ted nugent, the darkness, the doors, the eagles, the exies, the foo fighters., the hives, the killers, the new york dolls, the who, tool, twisted sister, type o negative, u2, union underground, van halen, velvet revolver, velvet underground, vines, violent femmes, voodoo glow skulls, weezer, yngwie malmsteen, zz top. butthole surfers.

 

theres mny more influences but dont wanna name anymore.

Mainly im on a phase where im just listing to Marilyn Manson, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Nirvana, and Rage.

 

I am a type of person who doesnt care what anyone but friends have to say.  Reach Out and Touch Faith.

I Like horror movies,Music, Music history,  Guitar, girls, friends.

 

Some friends of mine (sorry if i forget anyone):

(NO ORDER)

Rob

Dane

Brandy

Emily

Lauren

Amanda

Sarah

Tanera

Sam

Sam S

Sam (Jens Sis)

Justin

Taryn

Josh

Joe

CJ

Orion

Marlena

Michael

Kyla

Angel

Chris

Megan

Anna

Krista

Kristen

John

Adam

Phil

Jessica

Angelia

Kyla

Gosh theres alot more but i cant think of any right now

 

 

 

 

Dumb - Nirvana

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy [Repeat 3x]

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover

Have a hangover [Repeat 3x]

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

[Repeat first verse and chorus]

I think I'm dumb [Repeat 12x]
  

Ask me anything i will tell you IM on AIM at Murderdollsmm13

 

Dissicociative - Marilyn Manson

I can tell you what they say in space
That our earth is too grey
But when the spirit is so digital
The body acts this way
That world aws killing me
That world was killing me
Disassociative

The nervous systems down, the nervous systems down

I know

I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear
A dead astronaut in space

Sometimes we walk like we were shot through our heads, my love
We write our song in space like we are already dead and gone
Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative
Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative

I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear
A dead astronaut in space
The nervous systems down, the nervous systems down
I know

 

I hate when people cant be themselves, when they have to resort in changing everything that was once them to be liked by some person who obviously isnt a good person if they'll only like you if you change.

 

More about me:

im single, i like hanging out, being dumb or crazy, playing guitar, holla at me sometime if ya wanna play or something. Im always avalible.

 

People tend to change that ive noticed to be liked in fact i wrote a poem about it ill post in my online journal.

 

Im not gonna mention any names but one of my friends does this and ive noticed over a period of days of observation.  They claim to no all this stuff and i asked a simple date question and they were clueeless, now i wont hate him becasue he doesnt like it or w/e but i will dislike the fact they try to be someone else just to impress me, the thing that impresses me is you, nothing more. not money, fame, glory, coolness, music taste, or any of that shit. I mean i would prefer if you related to me in a way or something.

 

Rules:

Im not a huge fan of rules, but is anyone anymore???  I believe im not a huge fan becasue over the last 8 or some odd years ive been in troulbe some way or another with ALOT of shit.

It's almost patehtic, rules are crap, i understand there there to keep order so people like me and you would not casue chaos, but honestly there gonna casue more chaos in the future becasue people will get tired of being controlled like animals. Locked in cages like we are. America is much like the German Nazi's, We were horrified over what the Nazi's did, correct?? OK but were aloud to lock people in Concentration Camps and torture them just like the Germans did to Jews. America doesnt no whats coming to them, one day they'll be defeated one time and there pride will be ripped apart from them.

I was in school recntly and was sent to the office 6 times becasue of how i dress, i belive in expressing myself and i will dress me, not how you want to dress me, i will not dress according to your silly trends.

 

Yes Im diffrent, get over it.  I was sent down twice becasue of a marilyn Manson tee.  But wait the gangsters can wear Weed and Promote Guns shirts, and huge gun carring coats? gotcha!!

Also my pants are to big?? I understand tripping someone but come on who honestly gives a shit? You should be worrying about someone carrying a gun or knive in there HUGE jacket or worrying about someone wearing there pants to there knees.

 

I should have a right in w/e i feel i have to say. We are minors but everyone is entitled to speak there mind, if i wanna say something by god ill say and no one, and i mean no one will stop me, not even god himself.

"Seeing what believing, Is Believing what your seeing"